what if my heart can speak

If my heart knows how to speak......
and if it has a language to communicate...
and if it can find the one who can touch the deeper
... hidden.... !!!
....but always running and hitting the smooth walls....

It wants to tell her the pain that .... are causing ,
and it wants to tell her that I can't beat longer....
and it wants to ask her to open my heart so that .....will run away

leaving the pleasure of pain I have been feeling....

If my heart knows how to speak.....